home.

home. jan 2010


i've been thinking a lot about home lately. the past few months especially. we sold our first little condo in may, and have been living with my parents ever since. im so glad we were able to sell and get out of that complex when we did. especially considering things are going for about $20k less than what we even sold for. im grateful that my parents have allowed us to stay here, as we transition to our next place. we only brought our clothing and beds... and i kind of miss being surrounded by the textiles, and colors that made my house my home.

we found our next place. it was a great deal. perfect school district, great location. oh, and the hardwood floors. i planned the colors, the furniture layout, and all the decor. we were supposed to close today. then last week, we enountered some title issues. today we found out there is a lien on the house. now, the process can take... well, who knows how long. if we even get the house. a part of me has faith it will all work out. i mean... many miracles have happened so we could actually get to this point. a part of me doesnt really believe that it could fall apart now. but... then there is the other part. the part that says what if. what if it does? where will we live? A1 has already adjusted to school. we've adjusted to living in this area and call it home. what will we do?

i guess i just have to have faith that it will work out the way the lord wants it to. and i have to trust that. but sometimes its really hard. because sometimes i think i know whats best for me. ;)